My name is Amanda and I am OCD

I read a great quote somewhere about letting dust bunnies sit there because children are only children for soo long. I wish I could think that way. I find myself cleaning daily. Im always dusting, disinfecting, sweeping, mopping, making sure everything is in its exact spot. I miss so much play time with Trevor. I really wish I could stop. I get antsy if the place is a mess or if I go to other peoples houses and its messy....IM such a loser I kno! Well off to clean bathrooms and bedrooms since Trev has Jessica to play with today!